Hurt


I hurt myself today i remember everything i liked it i believed your promises, promises and lies i keep thinking i had it like this i threw it all away
be on top now i'm going all the way down maybe I'm all messed up i'm down to just one thing i used to have something inside
I used to be somebody i need you i have nothing left to cry i need help please fucking help me
i'm crying out to you i don't know what to do i don't want this anymore i can't take this anymore please fucking help me
i want to fucking die.. i want to go away.. take me away from here.. please fucking help me
now i'm worthless now I'm down to it i lost my face, and pride i'm scared, myself i'm on the pain i need someone to hold on to i'd do anything for you
I'd rather die then give you control i'm the one without a soul i can't fix this big broken machine i want to do something that matters i fucking hate everyone
i don't want this anymore i can't take this anymore i want to fucking die i want to go away take me away from here help me
i don't care anymore i have a crack in my heart i tried i don't know what else to do i hate myself for what I have become
i'm always falling down the same hill everyday i hope and pray that this will end i gave up i just don't care anymore i don't want to listen but it's all too clear
i really don't know who i am maybe just once i'll get what i deserve i just want something i can never have all I have said here doesn't really matter, does it?
everything I have tried to do doesn't really matter, no matter what I do, doesn't really matter, then why do I bother?