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a sound i still hear sometimes, surprises me everyday moment
i heard it just a second ago, sounding like a day of my life
remembering me about the past, locking me around memories
maybe i will have a surprise.. who knows! maybe it will be a good place
still want to find out when i get there.. or maybe i just need it
what happened that change your mind? why do i feel down?
there are things that never come and others that never goes! believe it!
yeah i think thats right.. hope you both find! you still want to find dont you?
while you wait and despere, you learn but it slowly kills you and your hope aswell
im sick of waiting, im wondering if what i want exists.. happened to me!
for a second everything goes but they still exist, and for me, after that second
isnt enough.. but its just for a second, if you know that they are going to happen 
you should do something to avoid.. i wish i could help you but im like you, 
i dont have the answers, what could help, wish i did, wish i didnt, wish i am
i still can't forget the last sound in my sleep i still can't remember the sound
out my sleep, where i should dream and realize the things that makes you think of it
there are memories, feelings, hates, words that never goes and there are dreams,
illusions that never became reality but won't they be there through a new view
a new look from a changed mind of yours for your own straight line of what would
be unreal of what would you call a change.. you said i was yours until i pay right? 
who says i dont want to be yours forever. i finally got up, how about you, are you bored or something?
i will always be there even if im not, join me in there
i hurt myself today to feel if i still feel the pain for you