Wait and lost


there was a place where i could go
to escape from my pain and hide from my sorrow where no one could hold me
but then came the storm which blinded me i couldn't see
then he's arrow fell and struck me in my heart... a lover for you, nobody for me
it happened, down i fall between the clouds of madness
my mind was null and my heart full from this love my soul burns
has they could say what comes down must go up i picked it all up
i went to my sky, cold hurt and abused, still my true love..
where could she be? what would she say? i will find what's the rules of this game
am i doomed to crawl all alone, broken in despair, blind and lowlife?
take this chance, this goddess i seek, still lies in my head, in my fate
and someday i'll find what i am what she is what could we be.
if pain is the price and hunger the key and it's long and hard cold way
i will take it until i rest in her arms, be close to me, and fill this emptiness
so let me stay away and keep me close.. im here, you're here, but you're too far away.